| today is going to be a long day.
my long days always seem to end with laying down with you and forgetting my troubles.
life has been moving pretty quickly.
it is february 23, 2006 and the year will be over in a couple months.
next year will be incredible, i'll be 18 and a senior and it's kind of crazy and scary.
it all went pretty fast, i still remember middle school days and standing outside cause i was too cool to go in the cafeteria, just waiting for the bell to ring. it's insane. does life always move this fast?
it's like, right when you get some middle ground. in good positioning with the rest of your life, friends, family, etc. something always gets in the way. sometimes it's good, sometimes it's not so good.
i'm just rambling. most people won't read this, i know how it is.
i have been thinking a lot this morning. it is 7:45am and i am sitting on my computer thinking. don't ask me why. i just am.
i hope my mom and her friends still read this, that'd be pretty funny. i don't like my mother or any of her friends, so them reading this makes me giggle. just shows how pitiful your life becomes when you are 40.
so, recently i have been going to school and doing alright. i have been playing rugby. i have a new job at forentino's in the airport, i'm saving up for a new car, i have incredible friends, and i have a new boyfriend named james.
so, i can't complain. of course there's always the minor unsatisfactory things. like, how boring school is and how it's wasting my time, how i just want to graduate and move out and be on my own and do what i want, ridiculously little things like that.
but i can't complain. there's people in other countries who don't even have a place to live, hell, even in our country. pretty ridiculous, "the land of the free" doesn't have enough houses or shelters for homeless.
but anyways. enough rambling. i just wanted to write in here quick.
i hope you all are doing well. yes i know probably nobody will read this, since you know, myspace has taken over, but that's okay.
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